1. Love Lost In A Hale Of Gunfire

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

you are the fucking disease. another day, another memory. but i have fucking
failed. i turned another lie into the work of a saint. so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my
knees. i will not live in misery. you won’t take me. you won’t take me. now it’s
me. now it’s me. all that’s left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so
promising. rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes. sickness
fills the air. another life that you wish you could fake. your eyes will cut
through me, but it’s a risk, that i must fucking take. i must take. so where is
the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise
from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won’t take me. you will not
destroy me. you cannot destroy me. and i’ll fight you with every ounce of strength
i have left, and i’ll seal it with a bullet and a kiss. so look at your
fucking horror. horror. i want to see your face. show me your true face. i want to
see your face. show me your true face. my heart belongs to you, so save me. my
heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away. still beats,
still beats inside of me. my heart belogns to you, so save me. and my heart
still beats. and my heart still beats. my heart still beats, so save me. my heart
still beats.

2. Sweet Vampirous

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

i’ve cursed this day with no regrets, with no compromise. curse your grace.
shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips. simple love is to
blame. i won’t lay my head down with this shame. kiss the sky. i’m always waiting
here on the ground, on the ground. be warned. shallow, this hatred that
presses its finger to my lips. be warned, she’ll kill you. be warned, she’ll kill us
all. be warned, she’ll kill you. be warned, she’ll kill us all. be warned. be
warned, she’ll kill you. be warned she’ll kill me.

3. Number Seven With A Bullet

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

Walk alone. i stare at the footprints of my life. and i think i lost you,
when i began to run away. so far, so far away from home. your approval, was the
only crown i seeked. i no longer doubt myself. too long, i’ve walked in shadows
of my worst enemies. so was it worth the game to lose our purities? won’t
wear the crown of thorns. won’t wear the mask of judas. i’ll never be who you
want me to be. you’ll never see the beauty i see. mark me for death. mask me for
torture. mark me for death. i stare at the footprints. and you, so far away. i
no longer doubt myself. too long, i’ve walked in shadows of my worst enemies.
so was it worth the game to lose our purities? won’t wear the crown of
thorns. won’t wear the mask of judas. i’ll never be who you want me to be. you’ll
never see the beauty i see. mark me for death. mask me for torture. mark me for
death. mask me for torture. i hope you see my face on your fucking death bed.
i hope you see my face on your death bed. you played the role of the angel,
now you’ll see my face in hell. you fooled my mind with your selfish ambition.
bitch. you played the role of the angel, now you’ll see my face in hell. you
played the role, you played the role of the saint, now you’ll see my face, my
face in hell. walk alone. i stare at the footprints of my life. and i think i
lost you, when i began to run away. so far, so far away from home. your
approval, was the only crown i seeked. i no longer doubt myself. too long, i’ve walked
in shadows of my worst enemies. so was it worth the game to lose our
purities? won’t wear the crown of thorns. won’t wear the mask of judas. i’ll never be
who you want me to be. you’ll never see the beauty i see.

4. On Wings Of Lead

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

Nothing was supposed to hurt like this. missing you was always one more kiss.
now there’s nothing that i can do. one more nail in the coffin, and it’s all
for you. always were and always were a simple love story. you were everything
i ever hoped and dreamed. drown me in a pool of my blood. it’s getting harder
just to breathe. i’ll suffocate you faster just so you can’t see, so you can’t
see me sleep. it’s getting harder just to say the right things. i’ve seen the
angel’s face, and i’ve heard her sing to me. from my reflection on this razor
blade, i’ve heard ten thousand dying screams, and they’re calling me. the day
will break on this saddest day, so don’t let me wake. i’ve heard this all
before, and i’ve seen this over and over again. don’t let me wake. drown me in a
pool of my blood. it’s getting harder just to breathe. i’ll suffocate you
faster just so you can’t see, so you can’t see me sleep. so you can’t see me
sleep. the day will break on this saddest day, so don’t let me wake. i’ve heard
this all before, and i’ve seen this over and over again. don’t let me wake.
nothing was supposed to hurt like this. and missing you, was always one more kiss.
and now there’s nothing that i can do. there’s just one more nail in the
coffin. there’s just one more nail, and it’s all for you. i’ve seen the angel’s
face, and i’ve heard her sing to me. from my reflection on this razor blade, i’ve
heard ten thousand dying screams, and they’re calling me. the day will break
on this saddest day, so don’t let me wake. i’ve heard this all before, and
i’ve seen this over and over again. don’t let me wake.

5. What I Bleed Without You

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

i’ve had enough of this. you’re all the same to me. i want to be alone. eat
me alive with your sickenss. hypocrisy, cold the blood that courses though me.
so should i let it go? my veins run sand that won’t pass. you were supposed to
be my only cure. and i’ve had enough of this. you’re all the same to me. i
want to be alone. eat me alive with your sickness. you were supposed to be my
only cure. you were supposed to be the one to take her place. sorry about
tomorrow, i’m not sorry about today. this eats me alive. i’m going to say what i
want to say. you were my one true cure, my only love. you were my one true pain,
my only hate. you were supposed to be there. you were supposed to be the
truth. you were supposed to take her place. you were supposed to be my solitude,
solitude. sorry about tomorrow, i’m not sorry about today. this eats me alive.
i’m going to say what i want to say. you were my one true cure, my only pain.
you were my one true pain, my only hate, my only hate. my only cure, my only
pain. i hate you, i love you. my only cure, my only pain. i hate you, i love you.

6. This Is Love, This Is Murderous

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

midnight, we kill. we slaughter the tongue of revolution. to our graves, we
are marked by the stain of lust. how many times can i trust in you, my beloved
friend? because every time i trust, i lose. so i believe in nothing, nothing.
because of you, i still believe in nothing. because of you, i still believe in
nothing. i’ll always know my place in this world. no longer fit in your
fucking world anymore. your lust ruins everything. like a growing target on my
back, i feel the knives are chasing. see my eyes are no longer blind. see my eyes
are no longer blind. there is a purpose in life today. destroying you every
step of the way. from this point on – no more friends. i know my role in this
world. don’t fit in your fucking world. this once meant everything to me. now
another forgotten effigy. because only scars remain. broken bones form a hope
that’s been left grey. i die every time i hear your fucking name. been left
grey. been left grey. and there is a purpose in life today. rise to your feet, as
we march to our graves. fight back. there is a purpose in life today. rise to
your feet, as we march to our graves. i can still feel your thoughts ripping
me apart, tearing me apart. ripping you apart. tearing us apart.

7. City Of The Condemned

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

it’s fucking freezing outside because i saw you tonight and almost died.
looks like i’ve seen too many winters in my mind. your stare is cold. you better
turn and run away because you’re the evil. we will keep on hunting you.
killing. so what more do you want from me? we will carry the weight that you can’t
carry. talk your shit about us. we don’t give a fuck anyway. you’ll be the one
to cry. you’ll be the one to fade. i’ll knock you off your high horse. tonight
we fucking burn your dream. like glass your heart will break. now who’s left
to pick up the pieces of your new shattered existence? i’ve heard this shit
before. i’ll await the day to see you fade. so what more do you want from me? we
will take on the weight you can’t carry. talk your shit about us. we don’t
give a fuck anyway. you’ll be the one to cry. you’ll be the one to fade. i’ll
knock you off your high horse. tonight we fucking burn your dream. talk your shit
about us. you’re the true motherfucking fakes. you are the true fucking
fakes. you are the true fucking fakes. i’ll burn your dream. no apologies. i’ll
burn your dream. no apologies. we’ll burn your dream. no apologies. we’ll burn
your dream. no regrets.

8. Mutilation

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

if these pills could, they would call my name. a quick end. suicide becomes
so persuasive and dramatic. a beautiful face that lays quietly beside me. and
i’ll remember every fucking movement. i’ve lost control. and i’m losing control
of who i am. nothing seems to fit. these words fill a helpless length of
time. they make no sense, but serve every fucking purpose. into substance.
remember my face when i am gone. i’ve been dead before tonight. i’ve felt your grip
of eternity, your grip of reality. and i’ll remember every movement, and i’ll
study it like an infection. curse to your embrace. into substance. crushed by
your bloody kiss. i’ve been dead before tonight. i’ve felt your grip of
eternity. together we sleep in an unmarked pine box. been dead before tonight. i’ve
felt your grip of eternity. i still remember that first kiss, that first look,
that first touch. and how it never made sense. you built me up just to be
broken. i’ve, i’ve been dead before tonight. i’ve felt your grip of eternity. i’ve
been reduced to a fucking substance. i’ve been reduced to a fucking substance.

9. Murder By Numbers

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

murder ascends it’s beautiful face and sides with me. everlasting sound is
sweet. all i wanted, to not be alone, but still you always leave me. i want your
eyes fixed on me, so i can watch them as you scream. and you were so
beautiful. but now you’ll rot. and no one will see your face. and no one will dare
speak your name. i won’t remember your eyes. i won’t remember the jealousy. what
choice is left for me? what choice is left for me? this is a war i must take,
to wash these hands clear from choices that i’ve made. i’m not impressed.
still not impressed. i’m not impressed. still not impressed. now you’ll rot. now
you’ll rot. i won’t remember your eyes. i won’t remember the jealousy. i won’t
remember your face. and i’ll forever curse your name. curse your name. i want
your eyes fixed on me, so i can watch them as you scream. i want your eyes
fixed on me.

10. Dead Like Me

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

just a papercut to spill your blood. just a papercut to spill your blood. i
hear screams come out the window. maybe next time your caress won’t feel like
rusted nails. i am the son of rejection. so hold me to the light. tell me it’s
right to feel dead inside. i won’t break, not today. i won’t break, not today.
dead like me. dead like me. because beneath this stare is a desperate fight
to stay alive. tell me i’m not alone. whisper that breath that fuels this
fight. from now on, this is my life. discontent for the rest of mankind. i’ll
always remember the way that touch felt and how i was so close. four seconds away
from death. three seconds away from you. two seconds away from death. one
second away from you. i won’t break, not today. i won’t break, not today. dead like
me. dead like me. try to find reasons to resist, and i won’t break, not
today. try to find reasons to resist, and i won’t break, not today. bring it. i
look back on a broken mess. pictures shattered with shards of glass. this is what
my life means to me. i look back on a broken mess. pictures shattered with
shards of glass. this is what my life means to me. i won’t break, not today. i
won’t break, not today. dead like me. dead like me.

11. Shadow Walker

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

Fucking coward, does it make you feel big
and strong to watch her cry out and bleed?
See the fear in her eyes, won’t you kill the weakness in yours.
Motherfucker, vengeance comes soon.
You won’t stand in front of me.
I’ll avenge my family.
Been waiting these four years to destroy you,
to erase you from this place so we can breathe.
Don’t want you as a memory.
Shadow, I’ll cast you down.
You, you’re just a bitch you think I’d let you forget?
Someday, our paths will cross, you’re the one who will bleed.
Salvation from my hate.
Won’t break my promise to the one who gave me this life.
I’ve been waiting these four years to get you out of my head.
You kill the memories, you kill the memories.
Won’t kill this pain, your pain and memories.
Pain inside.

12. Revenge I Seek

lunedì, febbraio 20th, 2012

Fuck your world and fuck your kind Go fuck yourself Youre fucking barely
alive I used to think of what you meant to me I think of you every fucking day Why
the fuck did i let you into my heart Now where do i begin Today is my last
fucking chance Erase it all and kill my past Fuck what we fucking said The
memories dont mean shit Dont give a fuck about what youll say The memories dont
mean shit, anymore Youre societys whore Anymore Ill walk through this wasteland
before ill ever fucking hold your hand again Ill burn forever before i ever
fucking see your face again, in hell Anymore And youre societys whore Anymore
Fuck you forever Ill despise you for the rest of these days Fuck you forever Ill
fucking hate you for the rest of my life Why the fuck did i let you into my
heart Now where do i begin Today is my last fucking chance Erase it all and kill
my past Fuck what we fucking said The memories dont mean shit Dont give a
fuck about what youll say The memories dont mean shit, anymore Youre societys
whore Anymore Revenge i seek